Twilight, shadowy, misty, hazy....A moment in time when the horizon blurs, and the world, not yet engulfed in black, seems an infinite mystery, waiting to be explored, where anything can happen, and anything can be believed in.....Recess- for being alive...a break, to snip off the routine..to live..We live till we die, no option!!
Thursday, 22 July 2021
The show must go on..
The pandemic has given us something
which we all had longed for – time to think, and do nothing. With our evenings
no longer full of shopping, dining, entertaining and travelling, the mind gets
enough opportunity to think, recall and ponder. It was on such an evening, when
one day just blended into another with stark mundaneness, that I suddenly
realized that my pre-puberty adolescent kids were yet to see a circus! I asked
them if they knew what a circus was. The elder one parroted the precise Google
definition of circus sincerely to the t, while the younger one listened on with
total nonchalance and disinterest.
I was a tad disappointed. My own
childhood memories include fun-filled evenings in the circus theatre, complete
with images of trapeze, rope-walking, maut
ka kuwan stunts and lions and elephants entertaining with wonderful tricks.
But that was long before television invaded our lives. Just as SARS-Cov-2 virus
has changed human life drastically, so did the idiot box around 35 odd years
ago. After the foray of television, the circus
and a few other older art forms have been unable to sustain themselves.
But, as impossible as it may sound to my
kids and their friends now, there was a time when circus shows were looked
forward to with unparalleled enthusiasm by the likes of me who sport salt and
pepper looks now. Long before PlayStations, mobile phones, OTT platforms,
amusement parks and massive multi-player online role playing games existed, there
was a time when circus was an important form of popular entertainment. Circuses
were like throwing together movies, video games, web series and concerts all
together. In those ancient days of our childhood, circus tents were pitched in
the main grounds of large cities, villages and small towns. With their
conical-top tents, pulled up by elephants and hauled around the country,
circuses could set up and intrigue people in far-flung places that weren't a
part of the vaudeville circuit. Political figures famous personalities and
matinee idols (to be read as ‘filmstars’ by the current generation) graced the
evening shows of circuses. If you lived in one of these places where the circus
tent was set up, the day you were supposed to be a part of the audience was
a very very big deal. Imagine getting access to the Internet, movies,
online gaming and radio for just one weekend a year, and having to do without
these digital entertainment means the rest of the times. During my
graduation days in Guwahati, way past the normal age to sit with eyes glued to
performing artists and animals in the circus tents, I continued watching circus
shows. I remember one such show in the Sonaram School playground in Bharalu,
and another one in the Bhangagarh where there used to be a big empty open space
where the Big Bazar building stands now.
I try to recall the acts I enjoyed as a
kid in the circus shows. There were the clowns, brightly painted, who used to
juggle too. And then there were tigers, and I recall the ‘tigery’ odour
whenever they came on to the stage. The flying trapeze artists with flexible
bodies. The ‘ring dancers’, and the cyclists who performed stunts with
exceptional expertise.
In India, the first circus company to
tour was the Royal Italian Circus in the late 1800s. India’s first circus was
started by Vishnu Pant Chhatre, a horse trainer and riding master who was in
charge of the stables of the Rajah of Kurduwadi. Chhatre’s Great Indian Circus,
as per circus lore, was born after he watched the Royal Italian Circus of
Giuseppe Chiarini, which was touring Bombay in 1874. Chhatre’s Great Indian
Circus opened in 1880, and after a successful overseas tour, Chhatre’s circus
came to Thalassery in Kerala, then an important British outpost called
Tellicherry. During my decade-long stay in New Delhi, I had heard old rickshaw
– pullers and aged taxi drivers talk about the glory and magical aura of the
travelling circuses which came to the national capital to perform in the bygone
years. The circus business has seen many glory years when the arrival of the
caravan of jugglers, motorcycle performers, tight-rope walkers, trapeze
artists, clowns and wagons of exotic animals would trigger festivities in towns
and villages. However, in the past three
decades, things have changed drastically, with several circus companies closing
down due to lack of funds and no government support, as well as dwindling
audiences and patrons.
One of the key features of the
contemporary style of circus is that it doesn't use animals and works with acts
done by highly skilled performers. Earlier, there used to be different animals
in the circus acts, including elephants, cheetahs, leopards and even bears. But
with the government banning the use of all of these over the years, starting with
the environment ministry banning the training and performance of wild animals
such as bears, monkeys, tigers, lions and panthers three decades ago, on 2
March 1991, the appeal of the circus reduced. Another factor which added to the
diminishing glory of the circus is the Supreme Court ban on the employment and
performance of children below 14 years of age in Indian circuses on 18 April
2011. With acrobatics being a dominant activity in Indian circuses, children
have always had a significant role in the ring. Items such as high wire,
boneless, seesaw acrobat, bamboo pole, China plate are almost exclusively for
child performers. This is because circus acrobatics demand absolute balancing
of the body, and a child’s body can master the skill better and with greater
ease. This is not to argue that all must have been well with the children
employed in the circuses – there were
cases of sexual abuse and crude training, and there are missing children and
fatal accidents. Nevertheless, with the disappearance of the little
performers, the fascination for circus started to slowly vanish.
My kids are spoilt for choices today.
The absence of school (as ‘school’ used to be) and the ongoing online classes
has given them unlimited and unsupervised access to the internet. The
modern-day kids have plenty to choose from, when it comes to witnessing
daredevilry. Television networks have conceptualized reality shows around this
idea, and the advent of mobile phones has placed similar content in the hands
of children. For most people now, including my kids, circus is a thing of the
past. The daredevilry, the grand parades of colour, pomp, clowns and performing
animals , the nerve wracking stunts on motorcycles and jeeps and the other majestic
feats of human ingenuity and discipline, seem less magical to generations of
children whose superheroes are in three dimensions and high definition. I admit
reluctantly that the circus hasn't been relevant to any broad audience in at
least a generation now. Once the youngest fans who remembered the days
when the circus was entertainment grows old and passes on, I guess it
is high time to say goodbye to circus for good. It is time to accept that the
end of the circus as a nostalgia act is here, now. Though no longer relevant as
modern entertainment, the history of the grandeur of the circus industry as our
generation knew it, ought to recalled and analyzed. And to the entire
entertainment industry today, the end of the circus should be taken as the
beginning of knowing the audience and delivering what they want. The audience
of my days loved circus, and now the show must go on with what this generation
wants – nothing related to the wonderful circus shows of my childhood….
Ice cream, Cow and Eid….
I remember this particular episode
because it was the first time when I first saw a ‘ice-cream cone’…It was in the
mid 1980s, in a sleepy town in lower Assam, and it was a time when attending
Eid lunches at a Muslim friend’s home
did not amount to ‘sedition’ in my democratic country.
Iftikar Uncle had a unique flair, and he
looked like Jackie Shroff in ‘Hero’..I remember his sharp features, the
baritone voice, the healthy moustache…He was my father’s friend. My seven year
old mind was not mature enough to understand the hush-hush talks about Iftikar
Uncle and Kakoty Aunty. Kakoty Aunty must have been a good two decades younger
than her Chief Engineer husband. With bob-cut hair, and donning sleeveless
blouses with intricate pipin, Aunty was what now we call ‘sexy’. I remember
that Aunty baked, and she baked wonderfully. It was at her place that I first
saw and tasted ‘marble cake’ , something which I learnt to bake too later in my
life.
Let’s call the sleepy town in lower
Assam ‘Rupalipur’, for Iftikar Uncle may still be there, smoking his Navicut.
Aunty must have grown old in her husband’s mansion in the riverside of the
state’s capital, and she might still bake. (In other words, I am trying to maintain
the confidentiality of my characters). So it was Eid time, and we were invited
for lunch at Iftikar Uncle’s place. I remember the elaborate layout on the
dining table. Uncle’s wife and mother had prepared the most lavish spread which
I had ever seen in my life. The taste of the pulao still lingers on my mouth,
and I remember the silky chicken which just melted in the mouth.
It was getting late, and my father and
his friends, and my mother and her friends (Deuta’s friends’ wives), were
chatting and having a great time. I and my younger brother were being ignored
big time. No one had time for us. I do not remember any other kids in the
household. It was then when Kakoty Aunty, resplendent in her yellow saree and
black sleeveless blouse, came floating towards us and asked if we wanted to
have ice-cream. I timidly replied in affirmative. She called out to Iftikar
Uncle and they both volunteered to take me and my brother out for an ice cream
treat. The memory of that evening drive in Iftikar Uncle’s Jeep, with Kakoty
Aunty in the passenger seat at the front and me and my brother at the back,
remains fresh as morning dew in my mind. We had got down at a shop, which sold
stationary items along with ice cream. There, that day, on Eid, flanked by
Iftikar Uncle and Kakoty Aunty, I saw the first ice-cream cone of my life, and
the chocolate flavoured ice-cream that day set the ball rolling for a lifetime
of my romance with anything chocolaty. Aunty turned her kohl-lined eyes to me
and said that I can eat the cone too!
I do not remember much of the aftermath.
Time must have passed (months? A couple of years?) and one fine evening the
truck carrying all the possessions of the Kakoty household leaving the
picturesque colony where we lived (Kakoty Uncle and Aunty were our neighbours.
They had a daughter who was of my age). Aunty had come to say goodbye to my
mother; I remember her tears when she hugged my mother good-bye.
There was this huge jackfruit tress in
the campus near the playground. As the Ambassador carrying Aunty and her family
drove away, I remember a Jeep coming out of the shadows of the jackfruit tree.
I was too young to understand the
incidents and the intricacies of the Rupalipur years. But they do seem to have
been full of rich memories and deep impact. Today, being Eid, there’s not even
a single invite from any of my Muslim friends for lunch. I wish someone had
invited me for Eid; I know many of these ‘Indians’, my Muslim friends – proud
of their land and its tradition of diversity – and I know there is disquiet at
best and anger at worst at their Indian-ness being questioned. Maybe they did
not foresee a time when a teenager named Junaid would be lynched and left to
die on a railway station with no help forthcoming from onlookers because he was
Muslim. May be they did not foresee that offering namaz would amount to being
antinational. Maybe they never dreamt that the entire community will be blamed
for bringing ‘corona’ during the pandemic outbreak to India. I woke up with
jeers of the ‘cow-protection group’ and flag bearers of ‘secularism’ shouting
out of the idiot box today. But beyond the theatrics, the reality is that
intolerance has now become a serious issue with important ramifications. The
increasingly violent reaction to Indians who consume beef, the
spate of murders of Indian writers, the feeling that India belongs to
Hindus and people following any other faith (read ‘Islam’) are leftovers of
invaders who looted our great motherland, etc are common today. Harbouring any
feeling of inclusion and tolerance amounts to sedition. To be very frank, I
fear recalling Iftikar Uncle’s lunch parties. It’s just that today being Eid, I
remembered that day in the sleepy town of Rupalipur, when religious diversity
was a part of life.
There is a new reality now for being a
Muslim in our democratic country. I know that my opinion does not matter,
because I am neither empowered nor do I have the means to change the state of
affairs. One may not accept the reality, but in a rational democracy
committed to a justice system and the rule of law, that such a feeling exists
should be reason enough to spark soul-searching among Hindus and galvanize a
government that claims to speak for all Indians to take corrective action. And
I cannot help but wonder, would Iftikar Uncle have stationed his Jeep in the
shadows of the jackfruit tree in 2021 to have the last glimpse of Kakoty Aunty
? (Yes, I know that I must have added some flavour to my childhood
memories..But then, how does it matter???)..
Why did I WRITE THIS TODAY? May be I
yearn for a chocolate ice cream in a cone. Or may be I am driven by the
sentiment that I had something to say that needed to be said and which I had
not said before, and knowing that no one but only one person who somehow
understand me and respects y emotions would read my rubbish.